Hook:
I'm peaking like I'm 19 and
I tell you I don't wanna be alone
I'm falling, bitch am I dreaming
You tell me that I'll always be alone
Full throttle ride 208
Past 25 in misery
I never learn, bitch yeah it hurts
208 on a ride, crash and burn
Verse 1:
Sorry if my eyelids are getting heavy (aye aye)
Prolly getting high, this ain't really funny (aye aye)
Should I stay, should I go?
I would pay, let me know
For a day, I will blow
Up, blood money so
Go ahead and kill my fucking dreams
Peaked a couple years, boxed in, and sew the seams
I don't rеally know where to head with all thе screens
Tryna watch me move forward back it up a little bit
Please, please, I got panic in my eyes
Ain't botanical, surprise
It's anxiety from lies
They be spittin from my sides
(aye)
Finna quit and die
Lemme deliver the final pie
Used and abused
You see the clues
I paid my dues, and I say good bye (yah)
Repeat hook
Verse 2:
Is it worth it? If I worked it?
Lurkin' in my soul, bitch I really want it
Age is creepin' up to me, this is what I get
From wishing something ain't supposed to be
Placin' all my bets
All the numbers floating in my head are killing me
Every time I'm underpaid, drowning down on misery
I just want my family, able to buy some groceries
And when the time comes, they have me on they memories (yeah, yeah)
Is it bleak? Is it weak?
To admit that I creak
For a while, nothing clicks
I'm on trial, getting sick
And I reek, five bottles but I'm feeling empty
I'mma steal a car, and drive til I kill my envy
Repeat hook
