I ignored the warnings, seemed like you got me on a chokehold
Even your friends and fam told me to leave you coz you so cold
And it all happened in slow mo, making it more painful
The way I faced reality, it slowly made me unstable
You so ungrateful, and up to now I still dwell on the fact
That you made me look stupid, fuck you cupid, I'm taking it all back
So here's the story, hope ya'll be patient as I go back to the roots
For this was the day where I learned how to handle the truth!
It was a cold night, mid July, I saw her after a long time
She ignores me online yet she greeted me with a warm smile
So I thought everything's alright, asked her how she was doing
She said work was time consuming and bigger things she's now pursuing
Then I calmly asked her, has she moved on with her ex?
In a strange tone she answered yes, she couldn't handle the stress
So I told her I was proud of her, but she couldn't look me in the eye
I asked about the flowers I gave her, but I never got a reply
Then she stood up and went outside, so I had to decide
If I should consult her, but I don't want drama so I relied
On instinct, it's probably one of her gimmicks the mind games
Nothing has changed, still the manipulatin' bitch holding the chains
Ready to tie me up with her emotions then she'll leave me hangin'
She the reason why i think this whole love shit is hopeless
Now let's go back to the story, i eventually followed her
Offered my helping hand but something seems to bother her
Tears suddenly burst, then she left, no use when I tried calming her
But i quickly gained composure, I don't want no part in this
I just went back to my business, and said fuck her feelings
But after a few more beers, it once again sparked my interest
So i called up her friend, maybe I can have some answers
The truth emerged without warning like some sort of cancer
Suddenly it all made sense that's when I started losin my mind
She has something hidden inside, shouting and cryin inside
it's been there for 3 months, and i never got a hint of it
I remember getting really sick of it, but instead of going all out
I stared at the moon silently cursing at the clouds
The situation that she's facing, is something she can't undo
The father is her ex and she's still in love with that dude
Years of physical and mental abuse, but she's still crazy for him
The bastard even denied the child leaving her completely broken
And it all happened, while I'm trying to charm my way through her
They were busy fucking, while I'm composing the greatest love letter
Such a slap in the face, I couldn't even rhyme and shit
Instead of composing classics, all I wrote was die you bitch
Her clique suggested abortion, but she instantly refused
I just hope when the child is out, you'll know what to do
No more of those one night stands, no more unlimited booze
You're a mother now, don't let the kid be just like you
And as for the dad, I hope you'll eventually reconsider
It's your seed you motherfucker, it deserves a brighter future
And as for myself, I know pretty soon that I will move on
It will prolly happen after I'm done with this song
Did I ever see her again? Never, not a single update as well
I'll leave with a thank you for my making my life a living hell
The moral of the story... If you fall, expect to get hurt
And don't assume everlasting love just coz she flirts
Pick someone who's not only beautiful, but also honest and smart
Or else you'll learn about the truth and it'll rip you apart
And it will rip you apart... (4x)
